mm fall feels nice.

i need to do this again.

woke up with this little gem cuddled next to me

of not having power. somehow we got hit with the worst of the power outages. it’s kind of nice though. the neighborhood is so quiet and desolate. the sky is so clear you can see the stars. babe and i took a romantic shower with candles all lit around. i still do want my power back though, heh.

being on my period makes me a hormonal, emotional little bitch. yuck.

i love going to the beach once/twice a week.

work is getting busier again.

my boyfriend is the cutest, ever.

i think i’m sick of having bangs.

some guy today told me i look like i’m fifteen. all i could do was laugh and say “yeah, i know.” he was in utter shock that i’ll be 23 in a few months. no care, when everyone is 60 & wrinkly i’ll still look like a gem.

i love having really fucking hot girl friends.

i’m glad my ex and i can be civil towards each other / friends. he’s actually a really good friend to have, sometimes.

i want to go back to college so bad. just because i feel like my brain is melting while not being used. i just need to study psychology. i’m the best therapist to everyone i know anyways. and maybe study chemistry. knowing how to mix the perfect color formula for someone’s hair is great but, i need something more.

i still haven’t talked to my brother or mother. my papa called me the other day, i pretty much cried on the phone for a half hour and now i feel a lot better.

other than being a cranky, clingy, whiney bitch this week to everyone, my life is beautiful